I have a friend that I grew up with who works with addicts to get them help. I shared my story with her and she believes I can really help someone by sharing it. So I typed this up for her to share with her groups. I also sent it to several people to see what they had to say and everyone keeps saying to share my story. So here I am. Caution it is raw and no sugar coated anything no filter so to speak. But maybe I can inspire someone or even save a life. God Bless.